i love you very much

If you think that im checking you for something that i doubt then i tell you that i am not. I trust you and your word is enough for me. I even, felt the fang of jealousy crushing through my rib cage and straight to my heart, merely from you words.

I never cared like this for any girl from my past and i hate to admit but it is true that you are the only one that made me feel how painful jealousy really is. Really. I do not want that caring to become possessing trigger not by jealousy but vain, that is why i wanted to express my care for you whenever i have the chance even at this great distance.

Hon, all i want is to care, understand and love you, not only in the time that you shine but when your flaws are visible, also. I love you so much, hon.


i post it again.
this might be my last post until im in cebu, in my room using the computer. *sigh*
hopin that everything will be alright after this...

not only for the ten times i ask you to chat with me using webcam and not only for the ten times you turned it down with a "just" reason... now you said that you are supposed to ask me to chat with you using cam....
you ask me not to spend overtime in my work because you wanted to talk to me, but when i did.... there you are using computer in your sister's place...

now, i wanted to look at the other end for a positive something. i just don't want to understand that.