i don't understand. here, away from all of you and with people i knew for a few months...
here, i tried to find a mirror of my life there.
...i tried to find a mirror of my family like someone to guide, someone to watch over me and someone to lecture me when im wrong. i think i found one... nah!!! its just a thought, they can never be. nobody c an give me a concern and care like my family does. here, somebody show me the way but nobody guides me, somebody watches me and will always be watching but doesn't mind if i stumble of not. lecture??? they don't even lecture their own son and daughter.
...i tried to find a mirror of my troops like those i can chat from dusk till dawn, those i can tease even in time when the cock just crows and they are yawning and those i can share my problems with. i think i found one... nah!!! its just a thought, they can never be. nobody can give me a concern and care like my troops does. here, chatting from dusk till dawn is only possible when you have trucks of beer or barrels of wine and teasing is always out of context. meaning, don't do it. problems??? face it on your own. you came here alone with your shadow only and now in times of darkness even your shadow hid.
...i tried to find a mirror of the person i fell in love with(R.R.W.). well, think again... its impossible, plain and simple. hearts doesn't look in mirrors.
THINK!!! whatcha gonna do???
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