first crossroad

"then i have to find my luck here, sir" usually is the line that i say when relocation or assignment of job is on the other place or outside cebu.

the craving of getting a job pushes me to this edge of a barely 2 day decision. now i am in one of many crossroads in my life, that i have to decide...

overnight, i tried to decant everything what i really want but it seems that half of me is still undecided or maybe decided but not sure, it seems there is still a little commotion inside this little head, commotion of wants and didn't wants, commotion of what will i have there and what i have here. i thought, here? i already have a life though it is not so fulfilling because of the absence of job, yes lack of it means a little bit lacking of freedom also. freedom is one but thats for me only, at most that is what i feel.

darn!darn!darn!darn!darn!

now, the other half is willing to go, willing to experience everything especially being totally independent in facing each and every obstacles and most of all willing to take the risk... my verdict?

i will go!

i will go!

i will go!

i will go!

i will go!