sober up!

i used to post something here when i got a shot of a few drinks may it be a beer or a strong liquor. but now i would like to do it more often when i am sober. now, im thinkin` that maybe the reason why until now i didn't understand what really is with me, is that i cease to think and comprehend it when i am sober and contemplation comes only when i am intoxicated... the real me might be bad or good and i don't want to get excite on it either because what will i discover in me might be the kind of person that i will despised most.... thing that i feared most is when i loss the will to live my life the way i do now... that is to share all the happiness in this world with my family and friends.

does this mean that i'll stay here often than before??? i hope so. *smilin`*

i try to spare more of my time here and for sure what you'll read next to this is

95% free of alcohol.